Day 1: Yesterday I started my hormone therapy after waiting for ten years to do so. I felt good just to be able to take the one thing I have waited for. I felt a rush just being able to take them. The timing couldn't have been better for me to start hormone replacement therapy. The way I feel now compared to ten years ago is like a caged animal set free and ready to explore the endless, vast universe that awaits and the trials and tribulations that come with it.
Day 2: Today I noticed that I feel a little more like a woman than a man hormonally atleast. I noticed this morning that my body felt differnt and that it was like I was someone new. I felt as though I was a totally new person. This feeling comes from the fact that I am free to be me, and then two from the fact that I am just changing slowly but on the long road of differance. I know there are some hardships that are to come, to conquer those and come alive and live through those I know I will be a better and stronger person for it and because of it.
I like the fact that I have no one to control me or who I am suppose to be not even the masculine predominate society can controll me, because of the fact that I am my own person and I am not doing it to infringe on some dumb male privelage. I am doing it so i can live a normal life and live as me and not this projected image anymore.
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